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So about a few days ago, I just discovered something that I should've realized about three years ago;


Seriously, I think that is the cornerstone of my depression. It's because I don't have enough friends to support me. My family has been awesome and supportive lately, but they can only do so much, y'know. I feel like I missed out on alot of awesome things because I didn't have enough friends to do them with.

And it's not because I'm shy (I'm still am but I'm alot more outgoing than I was two years ago) but I can also be cynical and a huge misanthrope. Like I'm too quick to internally judge people. I don't think I've ever been so wanting of something yet so afraid of at the same time.

But I'm going to a rave in downtown Berkeley tonight so I should meet some new people there. Right? :)

(And btw, Tati, if you're reading this, this is not an attack on you at all. You're awesome and have been an awesome friend all these years. Keep being fierce!)
Damn right i'm fucking fierce! D:< Anyways, yeah i need new friends but because i'm so....special I can't seem to find people who can tolerate me or my glee/one piece obsession. That's why i love chu so much.

PS: Texting me at 1 in the morning was not awesome

PSS: Davain is coming up next saturday wanna hang out or no?